The End of Me

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The End of Me Feb 21, 2009 15:12:56 GMT -6

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Post by amberheart on Feb 21, 2009 15:12:56 GMT -6

*Amberkit leaves the center of camp and goes off into the woods. The night is quiet, the air is calm. She sits down next to a bush full of berries, thinking aloud and talking to StarClan*

"StarClan, I never wanted this to happen. I thought being adopted would be the best thing that ever happened to me. I was told it would be ok, everyone would be fine with it. But I guess that wasn't the case." She frowns, and looks up into the stars. "I'm going to be joining you soon, I just wanted to leave a message for everyone back at camp. I want them to know."

*Closes her eyes, and speaks once more*

"I'm killing myself because I don't want Whisper to suffer because of me. I don't want Fang to be mad at her. I want them to be happy again, because I know they love each other soo much. They are the perfect mates, and I can't ruin that. I'm not doing it because I'm scared or frightened of cats or kits. I'm doing it for them, for Fang."

"I hope the Clan doesn't hate me: I really liked a lot of cats here. And I'll always remember the cats who stood up for me." She smiles faintly. "I'm going to miss them. But I can't keep messing things up. So I have to die."

*Crouches down and eats three deathberries. A pitiful mew escapes her as her body begins to shut down, looks to the stars once more*

"I wish I could have been a warrior, or apprentice...oh well. At least I'll be with my real mom again. I'm sorry Whisper, Fang, Moonwish, everyone."

*Amberkit dies.*

silverleaf Guest	The End of Me Feb 21, 2009 15:15:21 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Back to Top Post by silverleaf on Feb 21, 2009 15:15:21 GMT -6 A growl escapes my throat at the dead body. Hisses at the sky, talking to StarClan People hate me, and you never saw me killing myself! You'll never get pity if you killed yourself, you just gave up!

amberheart Guest	The End of Me Feb 21, 2009 15:16:50 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Back to Top Post by amberheart on Feb 21, 2009 15:16:50 GMT -6 ((I didn't want to die at all, its just things have gotten out of contol... -_- I did it so Fang talks to Whisper again))

.:.S.:.t.:.o.:.r.:.m.:. Co-Admin Siberian Husky. It's easier to find what's wrong than to find what's right. Posts: 1,225	The End of Me Feb 21, 2009 15:18:02 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by .:.S.:.t.:.o.:.r.:.m.:. on Feb 21, 2009 15:18:02 GMT -6 Tears brimmed Stormkit's eyes as she looked down at Amberkit's dead body. Death was something she was used to; she'd seen in much before, but never in a friend.

silverleaf Guest	The End of Me Feb 21, 2009 15:18:03 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Back to Top Post by silverleaf on Feb 21, 2009 15:18:03 GMT -6 ((He wont talk to Whisper?! THAT MOUSEBRAIN!!!!))

amberheart Guest	The End of Me Feb 21, 2009 15:19:04 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Back to Top Post by amberheart on Feb 21, 2009 15:19:04 GMT -6 ((I know.... -_- ))

silverleaf Guest	The End of Me Feb 21, 2009 15:20:28 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Back to Top Post by silverleaf on Feb 21, 2009 15:20:28 GMT -6 ((Imma gunna kill him when he gets on next ;-)

.:.S.:.t.:.o.:.r.:.m.:. Co-Admin Siberian Husky. It's easier to find what's wrong than to find what's right. Posts: 1,225	The End of Me Feb 21, 2009 15:21:45 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by .:.S.:.t.:.o.:.r.:.m.:. on Feb 21, 2009 15:21:45 GMT -6 (( That bumholio. XD Sorry had to say that.))

~.:Whisper:.~ Co-Admin the wind whispers through the forest, calling my name Posts: 1,839	The End of Me Feb 21, 2009 15:27:09 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by ~.:Whisper:.~ on Feb 21, 2009 15:27:09 GMT -6 guys seriously, fang and tangle will not talk to me. they're talking to flame through texts and ignoring mine. I don't know what to do!!
	I am Whisperwind, a tortoiseshell she-cat with green eyes I stay, to keep alive the memory of what once was. To make sure SoulClan is never forgotten, to honor the cats who are no more. If you are also dedicated to this cause, PM me.

Clemence CoOwner Posts: 3,245	The End of Me Feb 21, 2009 15:27:52 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Clemence on Feb 21, 2009 15:27:52 GMT -6 ((XD chu aint go b killin anybody, Silver. i'll tell them 2 get their asses online))

amberheart Guest	The End of Me Feb 21, 2009 15:28:11 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Back to Top Post by amberheart on Feb 21, 2009 15:28:11 GMT -6 ((Tell them I killed Amberkit for them! Maybe that will help))

sweetkit Guest	The End of Me Feb 21, 2009 15:29:11 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Back to Top Post by sweetkit on Feb 21, 2009 15:29:11 GMT -6 Flame call me plzzzzz!!!!! im bored

Clemence CoOwner Posts: 3,245	The End of Me Feb 21, 2009 15:30:43 GMT -6 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Clemence on Feb 21, 2009 15:30:43 GMT -6 i cant, Sweet. ma fone iz goin dead. blehh

rainboo: YEAH I was a #rebel 11 year old. If you remember tangle or storm, I've actually been good friends with both of them forrrrr 6 years now? Nov 30, 2015 17:24:55 GMT -6

Thorn//\\Dark||Shimmer: You still do warriors rp? That's fun; I kinda miss it, but don't really have the time for it anymore. Dec 30, 2015 19:36:05 GMT -6

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