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[lightningwind]

Ok, Today, I have changed. My whole future has transformed. And This might change your life too. Allright, I'd like to say now before I talk about anything, I am leaving Soulclan/Deathclan and will miss you all. But I have spread my wings and flyed to new places.

First off, I think this site has too many secrets into the site. Admins are secretly making ideas about the clan. I mean, Why can't the rest of the site see what the admins are talking about. It must make the admins "pretty special "Because it annoys me a lot. I made an attempt to become med.cat apprentance. I put blood, sweat and tears into that bio. But NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! you HAD to choose one of your "favorite members" And you looked at stormy's bio but you didn't even pay attention to my bio! Why? BECAUSE I'M NOT SPECIAL enough? Because I don't have you're expectations to evreyone?! Why?!! It gets SO annoying when people do that!!!!!!!

Also, There are like, three groups on this site, Admins, the admins "favorites", and the people that nobody cares about! Like me,Moonwish, and the other members that are left in the dust............ Do you know what it's like to be left in the dust? NO! Not most of you, becuse you are stuck to the game world? That's just sad...... Typing and rping. I know I was one of those people, but It came to me today that there is more in life tahn just rping about cats fighting!

When the summer is ending, I have decided that my grades were showing with this site. It was fun before, but now, I relized that there is a whole new world out there. With swimming, sailing, and golf! There's school and other stuff. Soooo yeah. If you want to contat me, I'll be on youtube. Goodbye Soulclan! I will miss SOME of you! <3

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Update: I'm sorry Soulclan. Some person logged on to my account and posted this crap! This is the family computer!!!!!!!!! Allright, you might think I'm lying, but I'm not!

[Creampaw~Silentfeather]

I agree!!! This is UNFAIR to LOTS of memebers
Some Admins are not accept bios because they dont like the person! WTF

[♥S.C.O.U.T.♥]

o__e;; Oh dear. Let me explain

@ Creampaw: With Storm's Lemon bio, I was kidding. You actually think I'd not accepted it for no reason? And even if we decline it, they need to add more history or something to the bio.

@ Lightning: Admins HAVE to discuss things with other admins. Eventually we do tell you, but we're just trying to improve the site. And yes, we do ignore some people, but we still know you're there, we still will value your opinion, and btw, Moonwish had left to site for such a long time, yes she used to be an amazing friends, but we have others too, and we have to talk to them as well. I must say, I have NO favorites, but I do have many friends that I love a lot. And you know what, I know what it's like to be left in the stupid god damned fucking 'dust' so do not complain. Yes, you can go live your life, but I think this site is fun, and we're just trying to help.

Sand.

[d[-_-]b Midnight d[-_-]b]

Oh wow...
Alot happens in a day...
So, yeah I left for a while, but that's because I was not happy at all. I'm fine --kinda-- now, but I do kinda agree... But I'm not choosing any sides. I love my friends on here, but then again, there is a life outside of the computer.
I seriously hope nobody gets mad at me about this crap again. Been there, dun that, not fun, but I'm back.

[Evanna]

Yeah, like what Sandheart said..she was just kidding with Storm's BIO. If you think that was mean or something, you should see me, Sandheart, and Storm when we are the chat. THAT'S what I like to call, kidding. What Sandheart did, I considered minor and hardly anything.

And you shouldn't have brought Moonwish into this, I talk to her so much these days, there ain't nothing to even complain about when it comes to me not telling her. Half the time, I tell her stuff that will happen beforehand, what we are talking about in threads and such..

Me and Sand DO know how it feels to be deserted, and I STILL do thank you very much. We know the feeling, so I don't want to see you complaining about being ignored. Your complaining over nothing.

If you want to leave, fine. Be that way, but that gives you NO RIGHT to fucking make fun of this site. Do it again and you'll wake up one day to find half of your ass in your mouth, you got it? (I am NOT kidding. You do not make fun of this site, just because you do not like something here, you don't know the time and effort the admins put into this site. From the time Tiger was leader, to now. I don't kid with this shit, Lightning. I'm not kidding.)

[d[-_-]b Midnight d[-_-]b]

See, we all know what it's like to be left out. It's not fun. We all know that. But I mean, yeah, it was kinda random to be brought into this, but kinda awesome cuz I mean, I'm acutally being talked to in the threads! XD lol jk jk
Anyways, me, Flame, and Sand were the ones that really made the site look at how many cats were leaving. We left and like more than half followed us. We left because we didn't like how the site was going, it wasn't fun, it wasn't popular --which doesn't really matter to me anymore--, and it was just a waste of computer time. But I'm back, and I really like how the sites going now. It's running smoothly and like it's fun. Yeah, there are a few stronger points, and a few weaker points, but hey. That's life. As Miley sed on Hannah Montana "Build a bridge, and get over it." --Sorry. I absolutely LOVE quotes.. and Hannah Montana. lol-- But if you don't like the site, we can't stop you. We can't stop you from doing anythin, just like you can't stop us from doing anything. We are all only humans. We can't do what we can't do.
[Please don't point out any errors in this. I'm on a roll XD]

[spottedpaw]

I'm sorry, but I'm going to have to get rude at this point. What you said, Lightning, was very uncalled for:

Blood, sweat, and tears? Do you NOT think that's what the admins do all day? Putting their hard work into the site so YOU can have fun? I'm sorry if your not having fun, but that's your problem, and you shouldn't be ranting to us because we don't make your days fun. Like you said, there's a world out there, and if you feel the site's gotten a little boring for a few hours, go outside and flippin' play! We are NOT your social directors, as my mom would say.

Lightning, that's what admins DO. Jeesh. We are PROTECTING you and your account by 'secretly' working through things in the admin board. Would you just like Starpaw/Flameface to destroy your account? Would you like her to get the admin spot and destroy this site? I'm sure there are certainly some others who wouldn't want THAT.

About your medicine cat auditions, Lightning, we looked at both. I promise. And I thought you said you were going to be a fair sport about it! Right now, you really don't look like one.

I have NO favorites. Like Sand said, I have plenty of friends here, but favorites? Seriously! NO! I know Joypaw in real life, so can she be a closer friend to me here? Yeah! That was the point of her joining.

I'm sorry, but I'd really wish you'd stop complaining about things that can't be fixed. It's complete bull crap, because I won't listen to it.

*Deep breath* I'm sorry about that.

[.:.S.:.t.:.o.:.r.:.m.:.]

Okay, like Joy and Spotted said, this is completely uncalled for.

I basically agree with everything Joy says; the admins work INSANELY hard to make this website as good as it is. Just because you're not one of them doesn't mean you should bash on them. If you were an admin for one day you would see how hard they have it.

I've been on this site for awhile, and the past few months it's really grown and thrived. Dude, 'special'? Really? You get noticed and make more friends by being nice and shit, not by just being 'special'.

Now calm Storm is gone; here's what I REALLY want to say.

Okay, I'm going to say this once and ONLY once:

Do.

Not.

Fucking.

Mess.

With.

Me.

Do.

Not.

Piss.

Me.

Off.

Listen you little fucking bitch, if you think this site is so fucking bad then LEAVE. By making threads like this you just sound like a huge ass hole, ripping on other people who's life your tiny little brain can not begin to understand.

I am really fucking sick of bitching on here, and I am fucking sick of people complaining that they're not getting noticed. You've got to wonder why, right? THIS is why people don't notice you and befriend you. This. Right here. Bitching and moaning and complaining and acting like a little fucking brat.

Dude, do you know how fucking ignorant and stupid you sound? Really? Look in a fucking mirror and you'll see how much of an asshole you really are. Or at least, how you are right now.

Look, I'm no liar. And I'm not someone to beat around the bush, so I will say this right now in the open where EVERYONE can see:

To be honest, I really don't want you here. There, I said it.

And dude, if you put 'blood sweat and tears' into that bio, no matter how true or how un-true that is, you REALLY need to get a life. I mean major issues right there, dude.

Okay, yeah. So maybe I sound like an ass now, but I need to vent. We're all human, we're not perfect. No one is. Fucking DEAL. WITH. IT.

[Emilie Autum]

Just leave her alone, she can say what she wants :/... I'm sure everyone can be a bit bitchy, but really? Threatening her because she doesn't like your website? And no one ever really understands what it's like to be '' left out '' for someone else. It's different for everyone. And how most of you know each other and whenever you feel left off you have each other, it may not be like that for her. And like what ~x~Storm~x~Night~x~ no one is perfect and Owlsong//Bluekit just wants to vent how she feels too. Sorry for randomly posting please don't take me into this or bash me.

[d[-_-]b Midnight d[-_-]b]

Okay, so yes, it was uncalled for. Oh, and also, by telling them that they're complaining and that you don't like complaining; hey look! Your the one complaining about them!

Again, I'm not taking sides, but I agree with both of you. Yes, the site kinda shadows some and lights some others. But hey! There are a hundred and something members! They can't notice everyone! And yes, admins really do put in alot of work on this site; they don't sit around eating bonbons all day!

Both sides are right, and both sides are wrong. Don't get mad at me for trying to put reason into this conversation. Honestly, I really think this whole debate is stupid. Yes, you need to tell them why your leaving or unhappy, etc. but you don't need to go on about it cussing everyone and their brother out!

Hey, if your nice enough, maybe they will fix it, but if you go on and on just over there ** ***** ** ****** *** ******* ****.. etc.. they ain't gunna do nuthin for ya! And bein rude aint the way either!

Yeah, I know. I'm all these things I'm sayin you shudn't be, but dammit I ain't that rude! I ain't that mean! I ain't that stupid either though. I don't go around cussin everyone out that does one tiny little thing wrong! I cuss those out who really deserve to be cussed out.

But seriously dudes. If you really think about it, and really read both sides to the story, this is just a huge misunderstanding. Yeah, I'm kinda being like a boring person right now, but I'm saying the truth. You know I am saying the truth no matter how much you say I'm wrong.

[Gahh that was alot to think of in about 5 mins worth of time.. Still got my roll on. XD]

[Evanna]

Emilie Autum or whoever you are >_< Sorry for snapping, but she has done this more than once and its just gotten so annoying now. And that is why I went to cussing, its annoying. Try joining and having to deal with her every day o_e Not easy.

[Lightningwoind as a guest]

Allright guys! I'm sorry what happened. It's just that.... When you guys sent out the PM about a month ago in regards that Deathsong needed a Med.cat apprentance, I made a new charrie. I asked Deathsong personally, and now, the auditions were made. I made an audition. So then you picked one of your good friends. I got upset with that.

I tried out for Tanglekit and then another one of your good friends joined the audition. I knew that she would win so I basicly gave up on the Audition. I knew I would never have a chance to become an admin because evreyone hates me. So I'm leaving for real this time.

[Clemence]

I think everyone needs to take a break. Sure, you have every right to be upset with Lightning, some of the things she said were not true, but it probably feels true to her! Maybe I'm the first one to admit it, but this site is a little cliquey. Some people are left out. And like Emily Autumn has stated in her perfectly unbiased opinion, no one can know exactly what a person experiences. Different emotions, different factors involved, different lives.

Secondly, Lightning, the only thing that really makes a site like this work is if the members talk to the admins about the problems they're having. Here we are, thinking everyone's happy, when all of a sudden you explode like this and we have no idea what's going on. So, part of this is your fault. If you were feeling left out, why didn't you say something?

About the auditions: we did not choose whoever was our better friend. I'm sorry, but Stormy wrote the better bio. Her audition was better, and she won it fair and square. That's how it happens in any competition you'll ever be in. Whoever is the very best will win. Simple as that. We didn't choose because we're good friends with Stormy. And to show you that we're impartial judges, from now on all auditions will be anonymous. Fair enough for you?

I'm sorry this had to happen this way. I hope you'll consider coming back some time.

[d[-_-]b Midnight d[-_-]b]

Ok, so I agree. Yes, the site can be a bite cliquey. Sometimes more than others, sometimes not at all. But we all need space. We all need time to think, and we all need time where we get some attention. Though I'm not exactly sure why things happen the way they do, they happen, and we can't prevent them. So, I'm not saying that anyone is right, and I'm not saying anyone is wrong. I'm saying, we were ALL right, and we were ALL wrong. We don't know how other ppl are feeling; we don't know why other ppl feel that way, but if there's anything that we could do that we knew about, I'm sure we would all help.

[J/o/y!]

Okay, Lightning, if you come back, I want you to hear this.

First of all, I'm sorry I lost my temper and started cussing and all that bull crap. Okay? None of this should have happened, and I hope one day you'll come back. What Moonwish said is perfect wisdom, and we need to listen. No one was right, no one was wrong. We made some right points and some wrong points. Lightning, the admins looked at both biographies, and just chose the better one. No admin would ever be biased and choose based on their personal bonds. As Whispeh said, Nightpaw's bio was the better audition. Stormy won fair and square. As for Tanglekit, "another one of your good friends" is me, isn't it? Well, I'm going to say I thought your bio had a good chance of winning. Really, I'm not lying. I don't lie. You had a chance, then you dropped out. Why? Because you thought just because I was the only one who had a chance of winning the audition because I'm friends with the admins. It's NOT. TRUE.

"I knew I would never have a chance to become an admin because evreyone hates me." That is also NOT.TRUE. Did you leave just because you wanted to become an admin, and you believed you wouldn't be chosen because you think everyone hates you. Again, NOT.TRUE. A lot of us here blew our tempers because, well, a lot of what you said wasn't true, and it's deeply offending and plain rude. No one hates you. Storm only said what she said because she was furious. I was furious too, which is why I kinda went over the top. (Well, over the top for my own standards) Humans aren't perfect. No human has been even CLOSE to perfect. We all lose our tempers sometimes, and we all have to vent every once in a while and just let everything out.

Come back, Lightning.

[Lightning]

*sighs*Look, iv'e callmed down a little now. I'm sorry. I just had a bad day. But look, Flame was right. This has happened before, I know it..... I made a mistake and blew Flame's trust. And also, I checked my grades on my school website and compaired them to last year, when I got soaked into the Internet, anD two years ago. Last year, the grades were B's and C's. Two years ago, I got A's! I know that in my departure, I'll miss you all...... T_T but I knew going into 7th grade is going to be a big change. I'll need time to do homework other than this... I mean, if I stay, Flame will get upset with me.

Yeah. So this is officially my last post here for a long time. You know, I'll wait.... Maybye I'll find something better in the outside world! Tommarrow, A finals is starting, and I have found my true sport, swimming. I love being in the water, it just makes me feel at home. But everybody's diffrent! God made us all different with ourselves. We are all made to help the earth. Some speciallyze in websites. Some specialize in other things! Either way, it's made to help. And sooner or later, us humans will join our talents and work together. See?

Joypaw, I'm not leaving because I am not an admin. I was just frustrated about the end of the day and posted it. no, I do not have anger problems. I just was bad today, I knew what would happen if I made the post. I just... Yeah. *smiles* I'll miss you.

Yeah. So this is bid farewell, bonvoage to Soulclan! I'll miss you and i'm sorry... Just forgive me....

.:Lightning:.

(sent from my iPod)

PS: the Emily autem person is Cypher. She toled me herself.

[Golden /~/ Shatter]

Wow...not much I can say after all of that. Lots of stuff. But Lightening yeah I'm kinda mad about this.

As to your audition for DeathClan Med cat, the reason you didn't get it is because Storm did truly have a better audition, okay? And just because you talked to Deathsong and constantly had your cat talk about medicine and tried "helping" Deathsong and basically sucking up to her 24/7 does not make you a shoe-in for the win, okay? It was the better audition that won. That is why. And yeah, how were you supposed to win Tangle if you dropped out?? That was your fault.

And Whisper is right. You should have told someone calmly what your deal was before randomly exploding here. Then we might have been able to fix this.

Bye

[J/o/y!]

Yeah, not really much to say now. Lightning's gone of her own free will, and has pretty much left everyone in the midst of anger. I'm still pretty mad about this myself.

I could not agree less about the DeathClan medicine cat auditions and the Tanglekit auditions. Just because Streamkit followed Deathsong around everywhere in threads and constantly talked about being a medicine cat doesn't mean you were automatically going to win. Whatever you do, you're gonna' have competion. You should've known you would have to make the biography the best one. And you shouldn't hold grudges or anything on other people who tried out, i.e. Mintpaw and Nightpaw.

As for Tanglekit... no admin is biased. Wow. I can't believe anyone would think that.

I again, agree with Golden on this part, too. Never randomly explode or any of that bullcrap. All ya' gotta' do is go to an admin and calmly explain your problem.

We all have outside lives, Lightning! ('Cept for Storm XDD jk, jk) Do you think I'm never busy? When school starts, I'm gonna have lots of studying to do, especially when January rolls 'round. Yet we can still get on and post and all that jazz, etc.

Bye.

[Ambershard of Riverclan]

*sighs* What a shame......