Read. Right. Fucking. NOW.

[Evanna]

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Okay, you know what. This site has changed, some for the better. Some for the worst. Quite frankly, I am tired of being ignored(YES. I AM IGNORED. ME AND SAND AND SOME OTHER ADMINS HERE)

I am just going to say it out loud RIGHT NOW. Spottedsun, you and Whisper are like the ONLY FUCKING ADMINS these days. You and Whisper have your little secrets and such, and me and Sand are just sitting there like "Hello. We're here."

And Whisper, your telling Spotted all this shit, and you seemed to have just forgotten me, you go on and on with Spotted and I am like on Furry Paws, pouring my fucking heart out to Lion and Sand, and actually. Sand feels the same too, I just need to get this shit out.

And I don't want Whisper or Spotted all like "Well, you know! I didn't know!!!!" and motherfucking bullshit, and I swear, Whisper...if you go off on me, I will...omfg, dude you don't want to know what I will fucking do..consider that a promise. I don't make threats.

And yeah, I am getting a bit...killer here. I have never been THIS PISSED EVER, and you know how CRAZY that is for me to say?? AND GUESS WHAT. YOUUUU CAUSED IT. BE HAPPY. o_e I know you didn't know, just be fucking aware of the shit you guys be doing.

Oh, and by the way ._. Spotted, please do not be all like

"*Cringes* I'm sorry!" and shit o_e that just makes me...gah, I do not want to go into details.

We are just SO tired of you guys being all secretative. LIKE:

Whisperxstar: *sighs* i never told you what i wanted to say in that PM. PM me
Whisperxstar: *sighs* to be honest, you may not want to read this PM, spotty
Spottedsun: Uh-oh..
Spottedsun: I replied Whisper.
Whisperxstar: I'm replying

Wtfh is that supposed to mean?? That is why I fucking left the chat and started ignoring you, because I didn't know what the fuck you were TALKING ABOUT.

NOW. The mother fucking reason I made this thread in the first place, is because: Well, I found this dog site. Its like virtual, you own dogs, sell, breed, etc, etc. Its called Furry Paws:

www.furry-paws.com/home.php

I want some of you to enter, not the fakes(Referring to some, if you want PM me or Sand, and we'll tell you if your a fake or not ^_^), like..JUST PM ME AND I'LL TELL YOU IF I WOULD LIKE TO KEEP CONTACT WITH YOU.

So. Yeah. -_- I have been talking with Sand, and so. We both agree, we're done with this place. I don't even care.

Quite frankly, this place could die and I would not care..its mean to say, its horrible, its cruel, its unbearable, but true. This is just so fake here now, and frankly, we don't just...like it here.

If you want to keep contact, then as I said, PM us and ya know. Just, ask me who I am there, and I'll tell ya(if I don't think your a fake...like I want to keep contact with Joy, Wind, Storm, - Storm, XD dude, I want to keep talking to you. You are THE shit XDD hilarious as fuck XD - etc)

Sorry for being mean earlier in this post, but do you really know how me and Sand feel? Un-added here anymore, unwanted, and lots of other shit I would rather not go into..SO. :'D That was fun, venting out and such. :]

I ain't got nothing else to really say :3. So yeah.


~Sand~

Yeah I said I would modify to add my own thoughts. I totally agree with this thread. Spottedsun, Whisperstar, why so secretive? Why only you two? Why no admins? Why no members know? We were kinda thinking you were leaving. If you /are/ then what the fucking hell?!?! If anyone really important leaves (sounds mean) this site will die.

Argh, not to be mean or anything, but, I feel so unimportant now. I do nothing. I'm sure as hell you all are ignoring me. It's all just Spotty and Whisper PM'ing each other all sad saying:

*Sighs* You may not want to hear this. etc.

I know I'm like repeating everything Flame said, but whatever. This is coming from both of us. -_-

I'm horrible at writing/explaining, I know, so don't comment if you don't know what I'm talking about.

--Flamekit and Sandheart

[Evanna]

Yeah, we're both leaving(Sand right? I am ._.)
I don't care about anyone here(I DO, but not like I did before, as in loving everyone and such)..

As I said, I'm leaving in a couple days..Spotted, you and Whisper can be as fucking secretive as you fucking want. I just want to see you guys when Whisper comes back and this site is dead.

[♥S.C.O.U.T.♥]

I probably will leave.

Just want to stay to see their faces.

[eve]

XDD

[lightningwind]

LOL! X3

[Clemence]

Flame...you honestly want to know what we were PMing about? Kay. Here's what I wrote:

Spotty-
I told Flame I wanted the plot to end July 30, with my excuse of camp. But that's not the real reason. Well, there are a few. The biggest reason is that, during my time at camp--3 weeks of no cell phone, no computer, no electricity...well, it really put things into perspective. Because I had the time of my life while I was there, and I didn't want to come back.

I felt as if time had stopped. Like I could live the rest of my life there and be completely happy. And when I actually came back home, many things had lost their appeal to me. New doors have been opened, and, like I've already told you, everything is falling into place. I know where my life's headed and I'm happy with it. So, I don't have time for things. The computer is one of them. I need to go start living my life, and getting everything out of it that I can. That's not going to happen if I sit at a computer for hours on end, every day, pretending to be in another world.

Maybe I'm maturing. Maybe I'm getting a little old for warriors. I don't know, to be honest. I am turning 17 on Thursday.

All I know is that when Flame becomes leader once more, TBC will have the leader it deserves. One who will get on everyday and be active. One who still has YEARS left to not worry about any of the things that I am. Who knows? Maybe even you will be leader someday.

So to answer your question in the cbox? No. I won't be staying. At least...well, I'll keep my account and I'll have Whisper's daughter, but I just won't be active. Once a week, at the most. Maybe not even that. Once every 2 weeks. I'm getting a new job, I've found a very good animal rescue to volunteer at, I want to finish Tigerlilies, I've got swimming, and now I've got riding lessons.

TBC deserves more than I can give it.

I told Spottedsun first because…well, I didn’t know how to tell you. I knew you’d be mad. Or, I thought you would be. And I didn’t want to lose our friendship over this. Because no matter if I was active or not, I still wanted to be friends with you.

Look, I'm sorry, Flame and Sand and everyone else. I haven't been active. I know it! I admit it! That's why I was trying to do something about it. I was trying to make the plot move so that TBC can have a leader it deserves. Flame never messed up when she was leader! She told me she wanted a change of character, and that's the only reason we decided on this plot in the first place! I was never supposed to be leader. To be honest, I never really wanted it. Okay, in the beginning, it was a lot of fun, but I had more fun being Flame's deputy. I never appreciated just how hard she had it. Until now.

But please, Flame. You can't leave. Sand...please. Don't go. This is a big misunderstanding...I never wanted anything like this to happen. Please.

[Evanna]

This all was just a big misunderstanding, but like I said. I'm still leaving.

Look, I'm sorry guys. I'll come on some, I'll talk to some people..its not that I have grown or whatever, its just that...its hard to explain.

I am talking with Sand, and we just both agree. And, -sighs- just. I don't want to be here anymore, even when everyone was together, we were RPing, it has just become so fake and useless. Okay, not useless that's harsh, but fake.

There is no spark in RPing anymore. I still want to RP, so I know THAT'S not my problem. I don't know, I just can't take this any longer.

I mostly and mainly made this thread to vent, I wasn't actually going to post it, but I did anyways because I showed Sand and she felt the way I did.

[Clemence]

*sighs* You've left before, Flame, and yet you came back. I'm going to wait for you. And hope that you change your mind. I feel responsible for this site, and I'm not going to let it die. So I won't leave until I'm sure it's in very capable hands. I'm sorry, but that's all that I can give.

[Evanna]

I may, I may not. The chances of me coming back are slim though..I may have a secret account though, I do that often, but still deciding on that part.

[Clemence]

Flame, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't leave!

[Evanna]

Okay, if you guys want,

I'll stay.

I've thought it over.

[Golden /~/ Shatter]

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

[spottedpaw]

Yaaayyyyyyyyyyy! Thank you Flamekit! *GROUP HUG*

[eve]

Yesh, Now everyone is happi!

[Thorn//\\Dark||Shimmer]

OH MY FUNKING GOD FLAME!!!!!!! You gave me a funkin' heart attack!!!! I couldn't believe this shit. When I first saw it, I had to read it over again!!! I swear, I'll try to get on more to.

(Here comes my confession xP)

I've been...I dunno...trying to reconnect with my family and the rest of the world. That's why I haven't been on much. I going to be home schooled for the next 2 years, so I have to make adjustments for that. I really have to reorganize my life, so I hope you all will bare with me as I sort this stuff out. Don't get me wrong, this site is very important to me. Flame, you know what I'm talking about.

Anyways, I need to readjust everything. SO, I'm a trying to get on more from now on. Back to my "everyday or every other day" policy.

Thornclaw//\\Darkstar||Shimmerkit

[lightningwind]

Yay! Evrryone's happy now!

[Clemence]

Is there something you'd like to talk to me about, Streamkit?

[Wind:.*.:Stone]

Flame, I'm so glad your not leaving ^_^
I might only know you as pixels on a computer screen, but you matter to me. Thanks for not leaving. '_' Would of sucked.

[eve]

I'm just gonna say this while we're on thr subject, during the school year[Aug 17-May ?] I won't be able to be on much. Because last year, I was to worried about websites and stories, and all stuff that really didn't matter, and I stopped doing homework because I was so busy typing away on the computer, so now I've decided that I will only get on, on the weekends, and I might not even be on every weekend. [It's not I'm important or anything, but I don't want my account to get deleted so....yea.] And that's about it, I might even delete my account, just so I'm not as tempted to get on, but yea, that's all.

[lightningwind]

Whisper, I'm sorry for saying all those mean stuff..... I just haven't seen you in a while and... I was kinda.... angry at the time. See, with my grandma dead, and the funeral on my golf and Sailing tounament. It just took a hard took on me. T_T